and i'm busy drafting out my shopping list. having so much fun this week that i'm not working but being productive at home and gone shopping several times :)

since my last paycheck, i've been spending on the people around me (mom, dongs...) and now, its my turn, i just wanted EVERYTHING~ its really nothing much that i'm asking for but being nice, prim and proper, that i desperately need a wardrobe change of clothing's namely working attires and my casual jeans + T-shirt/blouse with lots and lots of shoes (i'm definitely inherited this from mom)~

and and and... i've never really got any nice jeweleries from anyone (except from time to time borrow from mom), so i thought what the heck, just go get something from swarovskis :)  maybe like ... next week? 

i'm definitely more cheerful / happier which part of it got to do with self embracing. yup, you got me right.. i've been reading a lot lately, which then enlighten me to think why do i feel so bitter inside when i always have the choices, that i can choose to be happy ALL THE TIME! and its not easy to love yourself, drinking 500ml of olive + lemon juice to cleanse my gall bladder need lots of unimaginable courage to start off. but its worth it, its to prolong happiness, you just can't suddenly die when you just enjoy a lil bit of joy can you?

so this has been a fruitful week, for a long time i've never felt so contented by myself. i ♥ me :) (and i'm all of a sudden writing such a loooong entry)